:)
I’m afraid of being completely happy. Completely solved. I feel like I know so much now. I feel so much. Am I really the one who’s missing out?
(via overflowing)
May I mother? :):)
go. away.
seriously.
ATTENTION!
I officially have inattentive ADD with slight hyperactivity.
And my mother would rather watch American Idol than listen to me.
Rudy has a new red PETCO hat.
God my head is killing me.
Hopefully they can medicate me so I can function normally when I move to Dallas.
My family is full of a bunch of moody mother fuckers.
I ate really fast and I feel like I’m going to throw up.
Not having a cell phone is like being a corn dog. I’m suffocating on a stick.
I don’t know times like this really freak me out when I can’t stop thinking.
100 is the worst, 50 is average. on the ADD test I scored a 87 on the memory/forgetfullness scale. Hahaha. Take that bitch ass mother, its legit when I forget to do shit, I’m not doing it on purpose.
I’m super glueing my next phone to my hand.
As soon as I figure out how to spell glueing.
And suddenly I’m happy again :):)
Dropped my phone for the last time today. Wonderful.
——-Email Message——-
Sent: Sunday, March 15, 2009 3:55 AM
Subject: Bus seat
I make a conscious effort to sit and stand next to the “creepiest” people in hopes that they will not feel like they are avoided. I hope acknowledging them as people with no differences brings a little dignity.
——-Email Message——-
Sent: Sunday, March 15, 2009 7:42 PM
Subject: Re: Bus Seat
I’ve noticed for months now that people hardly sit next to me and when the bus fills up, I’m often the last person anyone will sit next to. Even though I don’t understand why, it has had a significant effect on my self-esteem (to the point where I’ve brought it up in therapy).
Sitting next to me is probably one of the kindest things a stranger could do.
The next time I take a bus I’ll sit next to you. It breaks my heart that some people alienate others like this and so many other ways…. even though I do it sometimes too.
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haha maaachhhewww
